Sigh~ another friend going australia to study...*heavy hearted*. So we had this last supper..opps...no..is last outing together with a bunch of high school friends.

Last year, everyday also see the same old typical wenchian's face. NOW!!! Totally no more!!! Gonnna miss her sitting in my car to college. :(


Everyone Starts camwhoring with the nerdy spec...















After eating our lunch in fullhouse, we went shopping around. Then,darling came and join me for the rest of the evening. :)


Anyway, ALL THE BEST, WEN CHIAN. Hopefully you can survive in Australia for 3 years. haha.

We wanted to date each other one month ago. Due to our busy scheldule during january, finally we MADE IT. It has been quite a while we didn't meet up. :-)





We ate in a taiwanese restaurant in gardens. (Meilin's choice of restaurant) lol ;)









After having our lunch, we walked around midvalley. Well, meilin asked questions that no one ever dare to ask me so far. ;)....dont ever ask me, because i will never reveal it. LOL.





I believe that friends always come and go. It is US, whether we are willing to make efforts and spend time with our friends to maintain this friendship. For instance, i really dont have any BFF's or so called sisters gang. I think it is a constantly changing thing. Or maybe is just my personal problem. Ignore me please for babbling craps here.

Anyway, gosh!! meilin! we are going to see each other everyday in university for another 3 years. So sien lah~~ going to see you everyday. haha *just joking* :)

Well, fiscal year 2009 is coming to a fullstop for another 2 more days. I wouldnt say i anticipate to welcome the year of 2010. 2009 has been like a year examining of myself whether i have the strong will to keep my life go on the way i want or just stuck in between my obstacles in life, giving up myself to become a totally failure. There are many unexpected events happened to me this year. And i would say majority were negative situations. Throughout this year, i felt someone betraying, backstabbing, lost of most important love in my life and lost of support from my family. I started to doubt everyone's words. I cried myself frequently and i have no idea how to face it with courage withouht anyone guiding me..In the end, i believe no one can help me except myself.

I guess many friends will feel shock after they read this. Because i don't no how to express my feelings infront of them. There is always a huge barrier to release my feelings to others.

So, in year 2009 I realised that....
1) nothing is forever
2) never trust others even my family
3) life is full of obstacles ( maybe before that i am too naive)
4) i must never give up on myself no matter what is the situation
5) there is once i felt like commiting suicide but of course i didn't
6) no one will care/help me except myself
7) life is just full of shitty people around
8) I am just a loner~~~~


I had it enough for 2009 and i doubt 2010 will get any better. I always console myself " i know someone out there is encountering worse situation than me. Consider myself lucky " I will just believe in myself.....

Met up with a few of high school friends last monday at sunway pyramid. I haven't been seeing them since ages!!!! As usual, we gossip alot from known people to unknowns. haha..bunch of gossip girls making noise at pizza hut. :S



After lunch, we went for karaoke session at Red Box. Im glad we still meet up each other sometimes. At least our friendship doesn't end at high school only...



Meilin and me :)



Singing Happily~~~

對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天
我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來
若那一刻重來 我不哭
讓他知道我可以很好

如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢
傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎
曾經依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂
我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘
曾為他 相信明天就是未來
情節有多壞 都不肯醒來
我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望
我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘

*is time for me to have a vacation
forget my bitter memories
and move on with my life*

Wishing for a better tomorrow.....